I'm Fine

I keep saying I'm fine when I'm not I say im laughing when a tear drops Been doing this for a while now. Oh, I'm spiraling again It's a habit it's a habit I'm sorry I put up these walls I'm sorry I lied to your face Sorry I didn't answer your calls I should be fine in a couple days You keep saying you're here for me. But I just keep pushing you away I hope you leave Cuz I want you to stay I know I said Im fine but I'm not I said it cuz I didn't wanna let you down Feels like I'm swimming in my own teardrops These lies are note than I can count I'm sorry I put up these walls I'm sorry I lied to your face Sorry I didn't answer your calls I should be fine in a couple days I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine All lies, all lies, all lies Dont wanna fight all my life Dont wanna wear a disguise, ohh All my life Dont wanna F i-i-ght All my li-ife All my life! So I'm smiling through the hallways now No more walking with my head help down Enven through the struggle And when my world crumbles I know you are by my side I know you are there for me...