standing by the fray

ayy ima' bout dat hot shit, so watch me spit dat fire without compromising, especially when you pussies provide all the fuel i need like its my oxygen, got murder on my mind 24-7 like times watchin me, waitin for an' easy kill prowling round stalkin my prey, imma man eater, never been one for lyin'..... I'm dead serious dug-in like trauma experienced, killin every emcee wit the Pen's intellect, now watch me cook, its basic principles, fates unchangeable, i spit that Vile-venom through the scope, putting death over ya shoulders, givin you chills, just waitin' to strike ya heel, curled up like a 2-hraded cobra, feedin off that fear transforming me into a Reaper's apprentice, my pen's a weapon turning every verse Juswritten into a death sentence, raps new chosen villain, come get some, if ya think you can handle what I'm spittin', ay stop y'all bitchin', only wimps cry inside hostile conditions, OD'd on deadly prescriptions, but still seein the doc once a month to get Oxy's filled again, ain't afraid to dance with the Devil on a blades-edge, can feel the monster within scratchin at my will power's line of defense, loosin sleep at night, might be an insomniac, days an weeks are startin to blend, slowly my grips gettin pulled off sanity's ledge, evils persistent, it wants my soul an won't stop till it gets it, fuckin exhausted tired of resisting, this shits no joke some days I'm close to off-in' myself, drinkin some whiskey an lookin at my reflection in the mirror wit chopped up oxy's on it, as I snort the powder I watch my life disappear up my nostrils an I ain't bothered by it, im blasted now, so I grab my Mossberg an box shells, load one in the chamber an cock it back wit the saftey off, I put the barrel in my mouth and scream Pussy mother Fucker do it now, but I won't I never do, I clean up my secret put every thing back in place so nobody sees it, go up stairs and make dinner for the wife an kids on this beautiful summer evening!